acne is teenage enemy!!

i think all of you might be suffer from acne right?for you information im the person who actually suffer from this annoying acne.i fell so unconfident to meet people and do the teenagers thing they usual do.for example i cannot be straight foward expose to the sunlight.it makes my face becomes inflamming red and ugly.so i became not active at college or at home.sometimes i see my family and friends enjoyed the way they lifestyle,that active and can go anywhere that they like but i still the same.i still at my house and lock up myself in my room.sometimes i hate when i see my face full with acne and frankly speaking sometimes i hate myself and i just compare my skin to my friends.because past 3 years ago a have fair,and porcelain skin.so that people might notice me and they said im beautiful but now,......i feel so uncomfortable.let me tell you one story.this is a real story..my acne is the reason why all my friends who be my best2x friends becomes away from me..i feel so sad they are with me when i was on good shape.so when i ugly they dont want to see me again.and they tell that im so ugly..i am the old syahida..please dont leave me.but they refuse to listen that.im so so sad.i wish they will understand me but unfortunely all my effort are waste.so now its hard to find friends who are willing to be when i was good or not..now i promise myself i will cure my acne.i dont want to be like this anymore..insyaAllah ALLAH will help me..